Post by ashenflight on Apr 24, 2014 14:14:11 GMT -6
ashenflight
thirty moons || homosexual || warrior
like ships in the night, you just keep passing me by. we're just wasting time.
trying to prove who's right. and if it all goes crashing into the see. if it's just
you and me trying to find the light. like ships in the night keep passing me by.
thirty moons || homosexual || warrior
like ships in the night, you just keep passing me by. we're just wasting time.
trying to prove who's right. and if it all goes crashing into the see. if it's just
you and me trying to find the light. like ships in the night keep passing me by.
light gray tabby with fierce green eyes.
- Ashenflight is made up of a rather average build. While his height is a little taller and his legs are rather long (allowing him to be a better runner) he is overall quite average. His muscles are what are expected for a cat of his size and overall - while strong - he is still normal in every aspect of the word. His pelt is short and soft and usually kept well groomed as Ashenflight is known for wanting to keep appearances at their best. He has fierce green eyes that are usually stern and otherwise lacking in emotion. He is named for his light fur and dark stripes that look like wisps of ash against the white in his pelt. The second part of his name comes from his quick gait and ability to outrun most cats.
HISTORY
- - Ashen was originally Ashen once upon a time, before the clans formed that is. He was the oldest of three kits - Rabbit and Dove being his younger siblings. The tom was named for his ashen color, his brother for his cream, and his sister for the white. Their little family new strife quickly - their father having left when the kits were young. Since that time, Ashen had trouble accepting his time without his father. He took after him in every way, at least according to his mother, and since finding that out he has always had a wish to know the tom, even though he knows it will never happen. Each moon that passed left Ashen with a harsher appearance and personality and he worked harder to push the cats around him out. He never wanted to let any other cats in, never wanted anything than to be alone.
- - It was not until the tom was eight moons that he met any other cats. These cats were what make up the new clan, HillClan. The kits all trained within the group and Ashen had been paired with a big, burly tabby by the name of Rock. Now in the beginning, Ashen had been afraid of Rock. Absolutely terrified. But as time passed the two of them grew closer together and even developed sort of a complicated relationship. Though Rock was so much older than him and a male, it did not seem to matter. Ashen showed devotion to his mentor on a whole knew level and most cats just mistook it as blind loyalty. Little did they know that the two were romantically involved and very, very happy with themselves. Ashen was taught to love by this older tom and in turn opened himself up slowly to those around her. But sadly it did not last as long as it probably should have.
- - Rockstep was killed in the border skirmish between TreeClan and HillClan within their first few moons being here, and as sad as Ashenflight was, he was forced to hide his feelings and keep his mouth shut. Rockstep had been careful to explain to him why they could not be together truly. Rockstep had had a mate and kits on the side but had slowly grown apart from his mate when Ashenflight became a warrior. The two had spent large amounts of time together, never being apart for longer than a few hours. Even when they slept, Rockstep slept curled between his mate and his lover and while it pained Ashenflight to watch Rockstep nuzzle Featherwing when he woke up in the morning, he knew it was for the best.
- - Since the death of Rockstep, Ashenflight retracted back into his old ways, hiding away from everyone and everything, fearing that if he let them know what he was... that he had loved Rockstep.... that he would be regarded as a freak.
- Ashenflight is made up of a rather average build. While his height is a little taller and his legs are rather long (allowing him to be a better runner) he is overall quite average. His muscles are what are expected for a cat of his size and overall - while strong - he is still normal in every aspect of the word. His pelt is short and soft and usually kept well groomed as Ashenflight is known for wanting to keep appearances at their best. He has fierce green eyes that are usually stern and otherwise lacking in emotion. He is named for his light fur and dark stripes that look like wisps of ash against the white in his pelt. The second part of his name comes from his quick gait and ability to outrun most cats.
alert . confident . energetic . independent
enigmatic . restrained . stern . unsentimental
dishonest . faithless . impulsive . possessive
enigmatic . restrained . stern . unsentimental
dishonest . faithless . impulsive . possessive
- - Most cats would describe Ashenflight to have an alert personality. He is usually aware of the feelings of those around him and generally always paying attention to those around him. Usually he is always listening and always watching and tries his best to remain attentive to those around him. This tom has a tendency to be confident in everything he does. He has a tendency to become overly confident in some scenarios (especially when he knows he is good at it - such as running) and tends to let that confidence go to his head. Ashenflight can be very energetic around younger cats. It is part of the reason why he would make such an excellent mentor. He usually becomes fueled by the cats around him and tends to become a little more talkative and social but prefers to take out his energy through running about and catching prey and battling cats. Finally, Ashenflight is extremely independent. He does not feel a need to be around other cats and does not feel a need to surround himself with cats that supposedly care for him deeply. Instead he casually pushes away any prayer he may have of social interaction and instead works silently by himself.
- - On his own accord, Ashenflight has become rather... enigmatic toward the cats around him. He has very little emotion (well at least that he lets on) and usually has trouble showing the ones he deems important enough for his family and friends to see. Usually, Ashenflight is very restrained with his involvement to other cats. Mostly meaning that he often hides himself and refrains from growing close to those around him. Often, because he hides his emotions so well, he becomes almost stern toward the cats around him. Though his intentions are usually pure and he does not always mean to come across in such a harsh way, Ashenflight is convinced that showing emotion of any kind is a sign of weakness. Because of this, this tom is very unsentimental of things that others may choose to hold close to their hearts. He does not consider it a problem but rather just regards it as a worth-while and actually rather good thing.
- - Dishonest. Just not in the traditional sense. Ashenflight does not wake up every morning with the intent to deceive, it just kind of happens. He usually does not deceive others about things that are harmful to them but rather about things that could be harmful to him if he were to let them out. For instance, the biggest thing that Ashenflight is dishonest about and often becomes confused about is his feeling towards cats. He has special feelings for toms but has never been told that it is okay and instead just feels he is a freak because he doesn't like she-cats and does not want a she-cat as his mate. So when he is asked if he likes anyone, he merely lies and searches for a new topic as quickly as possible. Aside from being dishonest, Ashenflight is also faithless. He has no idea how to have faith or how to hold his head higher when things only seem to rain down upon him. In every sense of the word, he has been forgotten by whatever higher power there is and he often feels alone with his lack of faith. This tom is usually a "do first, ask questions later' kind of cat. Basically? He's impulsive. Finally? Well he is extremely possessive. He will likely be possessive over his apprentices, mate, and any kits they managed to adopt or have.
- - On his own accord, Ashenflight has become rather... enigmatic toward the cats around him. He has very little emotion (well at least that he lets on) and usually has trouble showing the ones he deems important enough for his family and friends to see. Usually, Ashenflight is very restrained with his involvement to other cats. Mostly meaning that he often hides himself and refrains from growing close to those around him. Often, because he hides his emotions so well, he becomes almost stern toward the cats around him. Though his intentions are usually pure and he does not always mean to come across in such a harsh way, Ashenflight is convinced that showing emotion of any kind is a sign of weakness. Because of this, this tom is very unsentimental of things that others may choose to hold close to their hearts. He does not consider it a problem but rather just regards it as a worth-while and actually rather good thing.
- - Dishonest. Just not in the traditional sense. Ashenflight does not wake up every morning with the intent to deceive, it just kind of happens. He usually does not deceive others about things that are harmful to them but rather about things that could be harmful to him if he were to let them out. For instance, the biggest thing that Ashenflight is dishonest about and often becomes confused about is his feeling towards cats. He has special feelings for toms but has never been told that it is okay and instead just feels he is a freak because he doesn't like she-cats and does not want a she-cat as his mate. So when he is asked if he likes anyone, he merely lies and searches for a new topic as quickly as possible. Aside from being dishonest, Ashenflight is also faithless. He has no idea how to have faith or how to hold his head higher when things only seem to rain down upon him. In every sense of the word, he has been forgotten by whatever higher power there is and he often feels alone with his lack of faith. This tom is usually a "do first, ask questions later' kind of cat. Basically? He's impulsive. Finally? Well he is extremely possessive. He will likely be possessive over his apprentices, mate, and any kits they managed to adopt or have.
HISTORY
- - Ashen was originally Ashen once upon a time, before the clans formed that is. He was the oldest of three kits - Rabbit and Dove being his younger siblings. The tom was named for his ashen color, his brother for his cream, and his sister for the white. Their little family new strife quickly - their father having left when the kits were young. Since that time, Ashen had trouble accepting his time without his father. He took after him in every way, at least according to his mother, and since finding that out he has always had a wish to know the tom, even though he knows it will never happen. Each moon that passed left Ashen with a harsher appearance and personality and he worked harder to push the cats around him out. He never wanted to let any other cats in, never wanted anything than to be alone.
- - It was not until the tom was eight moons that he met any other cats. These cats were what make up the new clan, HillClan. The kits all trained within the group and Ashen had been paired with a big, burly tabby by the name of Rock. Now in the beginning, Ashen had been afraid of Rock. Absolutely terrified. But as time passed the two of them grew closer together and even developed sort of a complicated relationship. Though Rock was so much older than him and a male, it did not seem to matter. Ashen showed devotion to his mentor on a whole knew level and most cats just mistook it as blind loyalty. Little did they know that the two were romantically involved and very, very happy with themselves. Ashen was taught to love by this older tom and in turn opened himself up slowly to those around her. But sadly it did not last as long as it probably should have.
- - Rockstep was killed in the border skirmish between TreeClan and HillClan within their first few moons being here, and as sad as Ashenflight was, he was forced to hide his feelings and keep his mouth shut. Rockstep had been careful to explain to him why they could not be together truly. Rockstep had had a mate and kits on the side but had slowly grown apart from his mate when Ashenflight became a warrior. The two had spent large amounts of time together, never being apart for longer than a few hours. Even when they slept, Rockstep slept curled between his mate and his lover and while it pained Ashenflight to watch Rockstep nuzzle Featherwing when he woke up in the morning, he knew it was for the best.
- - Since the death of Rockstep, Ashenflight retracted back into his old ways, hiding away from everyone and everything, fearing that if he let them know what he was... that he had loved Rockstep.... that he would be regarded as a freak.
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