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Post by sootspots on May 8, 2014 19:06:44 GMT -6
the dawn is breaking. a light is shining through. you're barely waking and i'm tangled up in you.
the forest was filled with soft rustlings and chirps in the early morning hours. the sun could barely be seen between the trees, giving the forest an eerie glow as golden rays gently licked across the earth's surface. it glittered and glistened as droplets of dew clung to the vegetation. but otherwise, there was nothing to be seen, nothing to be heard. for at least another hour or two the forest could have remained in this restful state - had it not been for the small figure that pushed it's way from the dense vegetation that surrounded treeclan camp. it was glistening white - much like the freshly fallen snow - but tainted also with dark patches of gray that resembled ashes or soot. it had bold eyes - a yellow-green color which were wide and took in the world with curiosity and optimism sparkling bright from within.
it was relatively small, the creature that emerged, standing no taller than a fern or other small piece of flora. it was a cat, timid and skittish in it's movements. triangle cartilage perked upward and swiveled at a foreign sound and not a moment later it's face reared in the same direction. it's eyes had grown larger (though truthfully i am not sure how much larger they could truly become) but yet the feline remained there, mid-stride, as if about to flee at any moment. it took several long seconds before it's muscles relaxed and slowly the slender cat made it's way away from it's home and set off to a deeper foliage; paw steps slow and calculated.
it's name was sootspots and usually the cat did not venture so far from it's home unaccompanied. sootspots was namely known through-out treeclan for being relatively paranoid. though it was paranoia in part that drove slumber away that morning. wicked dreams had soiled the brain palette and within minutes the moss patch that was surrounded by all the other treeclanners was empty and hurried paws carried her farther away from the comfort and warmth of the warriors den.
the morning air was brisk; almost cold for this time of year and the breeze that forced it's way between the trees made the forest feel damp and frigid against the short fur of the feline. though it did not deter her from the mission but rather pushed those paws to move faster. a white streak through the lush flora as pounced and raced away from the campsite. the disturbance went unnoticed by the other critters - mice still scampered and rabbits still burrowed in the distance. even the ticking of a woodpecker's beak could be heard echoing through the thick wooded area.
sootspots slowed finally to a halt, several fox lengths away from the edge of their territory and the territory that belonged to the rogues. she felt a need to continue forward and cross the border - to never look back but knew then that it all would have been for nothing. that wolf-fang's sacrifice would mean nothing as much as the promise had hurt - it was still there looming overhead. the promise to stay put - to not leave treeclan no matter how solitary she felt in it's ranks. that he would be back one day, they just did not know when.
and today that feeling, a horrible gut retching feeling, made her wary that the tom who had promised protection and affection would not return. chartreuse eyes blinked slowly and the feline turned away from the scent markings as if they meant nothing. in reality, a piece was left behind at that place - hoping that her companion would one day come back to pick it up. with a light sigh, the patched cat lifted it's gaze and took a deep breath in. he will return one day for you, sootspots. a voice whispered in the back of her mind but this time faith was fading.
though knowing that coming out of camp and returning with nothing would look bad on her part, sootspots dropped into a hunter's crouch and tasted the air. but there was no distinct scent. the mice must be deeper within the forest, squirrels still asleep. nothing to hunt at this edge of the world. maybe it would be good to just think. just take some time to clear your head. you deserve the time to relax too, sootspots. again a reassuring voice tried to coax the emotions from her twisted heart, but they were shrugged away violently and instead the cat threw itself into the undergrowth with a pounce and prowled off in search of something to hunt. it couldn't all be gone.
tigerpaw - 881 - like i'm not sure what this is.
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"i don't need to be put aside and left to the elders! i am a warrior; i am cat who will prove he can do this bloody training! i'll hunt and fight better then the rest; you just got to *wheeze* give me a chance!"
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Post by tigerpaw on May 9, 2014 6:16:11 GMT -6
crawl on my belly till the sun goes downthe gentle whispering of the leaves were heard above the tree tops; a silent song of awakening, toying with the sun to rise and bring a new day - a new life - to the forest floor below. where the sky was still cast in the starry out look, where twinkling spots lined the black pelt of the giant feline. a tale to many young felines who had been born roamers and free folk knew of the tale of the giant feline known simply as death, where he came down onto the ground each night to guide the lost souls into his pelt - using those souls as assets that would show the cats below that they were being watched - but come day, he would turn so that his eye was upon the cats, a hot yellow amber surrounded by blue instead of white. those were the thoughts of his felines before he had come to this cluster of cats; those were the rights and hopes of his felines. 'not today.' would be a whisper echoed around him and his brother as they struggled thorough the night airs. but he knew, the young male feline knew, that death's eye wandered to him enough times and that one day it would cast it's eye fully on him and strip him of his mortal body.
the sun, harsh and cold this morning inched slowly up past the shade of trees, but from the tall one here within the depth of the forest the head of a cat peeked from among it's leaves, face washed in cool sunlight and the morning chill that came with the transition from night to day. a feline of a cluster of cats, simply known as a clan, this male had snuck out early enough to see the dawning, early enough for once to see his mentor still sound asleep; but not early enough to see the milky-dawn rise above the horizon - his favourite part. where the night sky would slowly inch it's way from the view of the felines below only to be awoken by the eye of the cat whose pelt shifted. 'fear not him, but do not look him in the eye!' would be the whisper of a mother within the young male's ears, a cat who had told him of these tales and had cautioned him against such things. 'do not look death in the eye, he will strip you of your sight.' and after seeing the cluster of his cat's leader, tree, parish from an eye infection, the young male knew not to test this golden amber above.
from where he stood; paws pressing onto branches and head peeking from the leaves, he could see across the vast trees and dips but his eye sight did not detect anything other then the rustling of the wind brushing brushes and ferns, keeping things in their check. but as the wind whispered it's tune above the ground - living free and nomadic as he had once been, he watched as it sprang to life and died with in moments, and with the giant amber known simply as sun, brushed his gentle rays across his turned face, the young male ducked below the surface of the leaves, watching with little interest as the sun edged closer and closer, absorbing the leaves and making them strive for more then what they had already given. you are a fool to think you can survive this, now return to the ground and get home. the voice of reason whispered within his ears, taunting him as his eyes peered from the branch he had settled on - below him at least fifty feet was the ground, looming like a death trap.
get it together you weak freak, it's not like you'll break your forepaw. a portion of his mind whispered again but he chose to ignore that fact; he had never in this life time broke his paw, though in the past there had been times when he had thought he had, awoken from a to real life where below him laid a ugly twisted paw scarred and tattered, but beyond the paw was what he had been interested in - herbs and holly berries, night shade and black pulp. he remembers the voice so filled with hatred telling him how to create such a thing and from there he had slept and dreamt of how to make these things. and with each night came a new lesson of his memory and he tried to ask his brother if they had known where he had gained such knowledge but not even his clever brother could tell him and the feline was left to wonder. shaking his head, he realized with mild wonder that he had already begun his descend, each paw step careful and quiet as he dragged himself down the brown bark.
suddenly a flash of white stirred his eyes from where he had been climbing as he froze. claws on the trunk of the tree where has hind legs rested on the branch he had gotten to. what was that? his mind whispered before his paws began to quicken the descend to the ground. as the green ground swallowed his tabby brown pelt, his eyes - those that matched the great yellow in the sky, shown brightly from green ferns and brushes. it's coming this way! his mind screeched and a part of his wished for it to change it's course, but as it came, charging thorough the undergrowth from the direction of the nomadic lands, the tom yowled in a silent protest; the tabby tom launched himself from the brush knocking into the white blur. a tumble would follow, and with the young tom looked up his eyes would widen in annoyance. it was only sootspots of treeclan.
"you okay?" he grumbled thoughtlessly, pushing himself up onto all fours with a slight wince. it would seem he had down something to his paw afterall. 1016, sootspots
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Post by sootspots on May 17, 2014 10:01:29 GMT -6
the dawn is breaking. a light is shining through. you're barely waking and i'm tangled up in you.
imagine the scene zipping along beside the little fem. we watch as she runs through the undergrowth - a brief flash of white against the lush green surrounding. gray ears are perked upward and bright green orbs taking in everything. then suddenly there is a flash of tabby brown and the scene is suddenly empty, spare the ferns and undergrowth. there is nothing but muffled movement from the previous frame. backing up there lays a little white cat underneath a musclar tom. sootspots and tigerpaw.
the warrior had hissed at the impact but was otherwise plowed over by the cat that came flying at her. un-benounced to her it was evidentally a no-fly-zone and tigerpaw had been the one to shoot her down from the sky. but the overwhelming smell of the tom had settled her nerves - if only a little - from being flung off her paws and rolled across the forest floor. her once shining white pelt was splotched with brown and gray patches and she let out a soft sigh as she looked toward the tom. "i've definitely been better." she said with a glance toward the... companion she had just gained. her eyes slowly looked around the undergrowth that she was sprawled out in and after a moment of laying like that she carefully pushed herself up to her paws. the she-cat swayed before gathering her balance - what little there was - and sat back on her haunches. the little stub of a tail twitched back and forth but otherwise laid useless behind her. "you all right?" she asked, casting her gaze toward him after seeing the wince out of the corner of her eye.
the little spotted cat took a moment to lick her pelt, cleaning it a little from the dirt and dust that had just been placed there so kindly by tigerpaw. her bright green eyes slowly turned back toward him and she waited for an answer as they searched his face and eyes. sootspots was not known for being social in treeclan. kind and caring to cats and generally sweet to be around. but she didn't like to talk about herself. usually the entire conversation was directed to the other individuals and she was left with her secrets oh-so-carefully guarded in the closet where they belonged. she had a watchful eye and took in the majority of the things around her without little apprehension and often it got her in trouble. there were times when she'd been caught easedropping on conversations - though most of the time it had not been entirely intentional. it was one of those things where sootspots did not understand why you would share a secret with a cat and thought all things that were said were meant for everyone to hear.
but sadly it was a sort of... complex problem with sootspots. she squinted her eyes against the darkness of the forest and then shifted her gaze again to the tom in question. "what are you doing out so early, tigerpaw? shouldn't you be sleeping or something?" she didn't sound condesending though, not in the sense that some warriors may have. her voice was laced instead with curiosity and compassion. tigerpaw was the cat who's friend had disappeared - skypaw. there had been a search party lead by pinewhisker himself to find the little she-cat but she was no where to be found. sootspots and wolffang had even volunteered but then that night wolffang left as well. they had a little in common - they'd lost someone. they'd been left by someone. wolffang had left... and there were times where she wondered if he had any intention of returning. but she could not dwell on the subject for too long. if she did it would lead to unnecessary pain.
tigerpaw - ### - they are so gosh darn cute.
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"i don't need to be put aside and left to the elders! i am a warrior; i am cat who will prove he can do this bloody training! i'll hunt and fight better then the rest; you just got to *wheeze* give me a chance!"
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Post by tigerpaw on May 22, 2014 16:07:47 GMT -6
crawl on my belly till the sun goes downhe had grumpily asked her if she was alright, to which he had heard a softer; I've definitely been better. to which the young tom offered only a roll of his amber eyes. he was almost about to question her once more when the young she-cat lifted herself up and sat before him. he himself now raised to his own sitting position was trying to help with his unleveled fur. you all right? she would meow and tiger would look away for a moment eyes casting their own observant of the forest they now rested in. he was testing his fore-paw gently when she had asked and his wince must of gone noticed but with a look towards her, he simply meowed in a tone as grumpy and graveled as any; "i'm fine." to which he watched as the little spotted cat began to clean her pelt. tigerpaw's own pelt was ruffled and dirty, but he made no move to clean his own - instead turning to watch as the white and grey she-cat clean hers.
he wasn't staring, no, he wasn't that weird truly.
when her eyes had turned back to him he had shifted his eyes away from her, ears erect and alert to any sound she may make. what are you doing out so early, tigerpaw? shouldn't you be sleeping or something? his eyes snapped back to the young female then. brows cocked up in confusion he simply looked away again, trying to wonder why he had fled the camp so early. had left and wished nothing more then to run, but he had come to that tree where he had showed his friend and he had remembered why he stayed and looking back at the other female he shrugged his shoulders, eyes fluttering anywhere but the she-cat's face. "shouldn't you?" he asked and where she had been curious and compassionate, he had been anything but. his voice was distrusting, and his eyes narrowed slightly.
"i don't need some cat butting into my business." he snapped slightly, before his own eyes widen slightly, and he lowered his head to look away, only feeling the slightest of shame. where has he had only met the young she-cat he had taken a shinning to her. she was a sweet thing, something that reminded him of skypaw - and when he looked at it; she had also lost someone and for that tigerpaw felt the shame of his words. "watching the great eye rise." he meowed simply, pointing up to what would soon hold the sun, "you call it the sun." he added as an after thought before looking at her with a look of curious stubbornness. "i have told you my reason - what's yours. he knew he had no right to demand such a thing; an apprentice he was and she a warrior. in all truth she had more rights to be out in the forest, and he - well he was an apprentice.
and he wasn't about to tell her he was training before the great eye rose.
his nose flared annoyance. if only pinewhisker would give him his warrior evaluation. let him prove he could best his mentor in a fight. he had almost done it before - in private and not when those pretty green eyes or those soft blue ones had been on his pelt. they distracted him, sadly and with each movement he made he knew he was un able to fight for ever. his breath had improved shortly; his ability to run a little further shown, but he was not a cat to live on now. he would die in this world if he didn't make it from apprentice to warriorhood. a failure. were two words that echoed in his head and yet, he knew he would get it one day. looking over the she-cat with a face that demanded answers. "no use not telling me, i'll hound yah until you do." he meowed for confirmation.
because in truth, he would.
0000, sootspots
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Post by sootspots on May 22, 2014 17:30:34 GMT -6
the dawn is breaking. a light is shining through. you're barely waking and i'm tangled up in you.
snow white fur glistened again as gentle licks of light touched the forest floor. gray patched appeared softer, lighter, but it was little in comparison to the brilliance of white. but sootspots did not pay any mind to her fur nor her appearance. not until after tigerpaw flatly placed the i'm fine before her. had she expected or even hoped for a smile? maybe. but that hope was quickly crushed out by an impatient, gravelly comment from the apprentice. so instead she quickly began licking her pelt; trying to hide the shame in her eyes, the sadness that had been placed there. tigerpaw didn't need her sadness he had other things to worry about. so sootspots kept quiet and instead did not try to speak again. at least... not until the silence bore too deep into her skull and she felt she had to ask.
but it was simple, why he was up so early. she had not demanded it by any means, simply trying to make polite conversation but again she was met with hostility. her ears slowly laid back against her head and she quickly averted the yellow-green eyes that had once been so captivated by her companion were not filled with nothing but frustration. the world had been cruel to sootspots from the get go and she learned that cats that were mean were often mean because they too went through something... bad. but sootspots had never been able to take that root. mean was just not something she had in her. she could pretend to be angry, say anything that would hurt them if she had to, but god knew she didn't want to.
the voice that spoke again sounded from the brute. it was not softer nor gentler, just there. gruff, gravelly, guarded. the way she tried to be or wished she could be some days. "the e-" but before she could finish her question it was met with the answer. so instead she nodded and averted her eyes again, glancing behind him and upward at the tree he had climbed. sootspots stared up at the green leaves that were marked with little halos of light against the bright morning sky. it was not too much warmer than it had been when she had set out earlier and she had wished in part that she'd stayed curled up in the warrior's den with her... clan mates.
truthfully sootspots had no friends in treeclan... not really. they were all perceived to be close. they thought they were close. believed that they knew everything there was to know about young sootspots but in reality there was so much more. and no one could know it because it was... it brought pain. it always brought pain. her eyes squinted a little as they adjusted to the darkness of the forest floor around them and focused - hazily - on the tabby tom before her. tigerpaw was a darker shade of brown and so she found it difficult to see him in this lighting but tried her best not to make a fuss out of it and quickly shifted away when she realized she was staring probably a little too intently attempting to take in his features.
my reason? she was again met with a question but this time, the young warrior was not sure she was ready to answer it. instead she tried to wait it out, wait until he changed the subject and left well enough alone. but his final comment proved that the end of this conversation would not be met until she told him where she'd been off to. she did not speak immediately though and instead shifted uncomfortably and looked down at her paws. "hunting." she said quickly when an excuse came to mind. "i was coming out to hunt. figured the forest would be wild with prey this morning." the lie practically rolled off her tongue but it was not naturally, almost awkwardly. there were times where she stumbled over her words and even quickly averted her gaze from the tom before her.
she couldn't tell him she wanted to leave... that she wanted to go find wolffang. he wouldn't understand. the question that came next was softer than before, so quiet that there was a chance he may not have even heard her. but she asked it anyway because she wanted some sort of confirmation that it wasn't wrong... that the pain she felt without wolffang wasn't unjust. "do you miss her?" the words sounded broken, voice even softer than the usually soft spoken cat offered. this would blow her lie... asking this would blow her lie. but suddenly she didn't care. she just needed to know that missing him was not wrong. that her savior and her first love leaving her life was supposed to hurt this way.
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